Interesting to see the homophobe side of you, Soco.

Wow. Now you sound like Flash. For one who pretends to be so "enlightened" I wouldn't have expected to hear homosexuals referred to as the "pipefitters union."

You say you don't have a problem with it, but your words have an impact. Whether they are said as a joke to you or as an insult they have an impact. And they propagate a stereotype and a culture of hate and non-acceptance.

I see you're out for blood tonight, soco. "cunt" and "uppity." So you're attacking me for being a woman and for being black, I guess? Interesting you chose that word ... uppity. Not exactly a popular one in common vernacular. But where have I heard that before?

Oh ... yes ... now I remember ... "uppity nigger." And a woman to boot.

I guess I should mind my place and slink off back into the kitchen now, huh?

Hmmm.... I see that I've touched a button with you. Funny how it didn't take much to bring that one boiling over the edge of that pot.

And I know EXACTLY what you said, SoCo. Read it above there. I know who you *think* you are, and I also know what you say. We've been talking here for what, like four years now? And everything you say is all about you. You never ask anyone else how they're doing. You never show the slightest bit of concern for anyone else. But you never stop preaching down to them. And you have this sense about you ... this "i know the future" crap that you spout, which sounds exactly like something Dwarfstar would say. Then when he does it, you act like it's 100% bullshit.

You have your little temper tantrums and you get banned for a day or two from here, then you come back and you're all pissy that we don't understand or appreciate you. Have you ever considered that if you start appreciating others that they might reciprocate?

You are what you do, Soco. You are what you say and how you think. You can control all of those. You say you don't want to judge, but you judge all day in here. You want love and acceptance from others? Then maybe try to put that out there once in a while. Act that way. Think that way. Be that way.

SoCo, do you realize how much you cycle within your negative space? All this time watching you, I've only just now pieced it together. On the surface you seem consistently morose and hateful, which you are. But one level deeper you cycle from certainty in your negativity to doubtful and at times vulnerable and almost to be reaching out.

Do you ever wonder why you are so miserable?

I know you've stated some reasons over the years, but it's like you're predisposed to misery. Do you ever wonder why that is?