I love the black eyed peas. They just aren't what you think they would be.
I took a long lunch today and went to see the movie "Shutter Island". Sometimes I think I am so together and can just do what people do, not looking over my shoulder so much and get out there and open up for something new, and damn get slapped in the face. Oh my talk about not being what you think it would be. I wanted a good mystery. I love a good mystery, I got shock and horror. It is going to take me some time to get that mess out of my head. Ouch. I don't know which would have been harder to see that or the other sappy romance. Nothing is real. : ( I don't know why people can't make movies about nice things. REally nIcE happy and not be just disney pretend. Does anyone have a happy ending. Does anyone have happy. Do you remember ever not being afraid, really really not afraid at all?
I think I will watch Saving Grace tonight. I love that show. I can't keep my attention on the book I am reading, "the new codependency"
I love the lady who wrote it, she is so strong and has come so far. I am just not into that tonight. I feel like just letting go and getting lost in something good. I love to fall into a good movie or show. I feel like I have not come back all the way from that movie. Maybe if I fall into Grace I'll get out of that movie. I wish I could keep my wholeself together wherever I go. Sigh. When I seem the clearest to myself I fear I sound the craziest.
I wish I could put dancing bananas dancing to Ima be out in the real world.
I took a long lunch today and went to see the movie "Shutter Island". Sometimes I think I am so together and can just do what people do, not looking over my shoulder so much and get out there and open up for something new, and damn get slapped in the face. Oh my talk about not being what you think it would be. I wanted a good mystery. I love a good mystery, I got shock and horror. It is going to take me some time to get that mess out of my head. Ouch. I don't know which would have been harder to see that or the other sappy romance. Nothing is real. : ( I don't know why people can't make movies about nice things. REally nIcE happy and not be just disney pretend. Does anyone have a happy ending. Does anyone have happy. Do you remember ever not being afraid, really really not afraid at all?
I think I will watch Saving Grace tonight. I love that show. I can't keep my attention on the book I am reading, "the new codependency"
I love the lady who wrote it, she is so strong and has come so far. I am just not into that tonight. I feel like just letting go and getting lost in something good. I love to fall into a good movie or show. I feel like I have not come back all the way from that movie. Maybe if I fall into Grace I'll get out of that movie. I wish I could keep my wholeself together wherever I go. Sigh. When I seem the clearest to myself I fear I sound the craziest.
I wish I could put dancing bananas dancing to Ima be out in the real world. 