I can't even get back through all those posts again, sometimes I just have to start a new line. You guys have been busy. X sometimes you seem so angry. No one wants to heal you. I don't, just want to let you let you be. But I don't get where you are coming from. Just interested in what makes people tick? I don't know. But I am glad you are here, you always have something to add.
Flash you are too sweet. Thanks for the protective nod. And Dwarfstar again I thank you and all of you for your concern.
LT, I just went to a movie. We did stay up and talk all night. It was great to just be with someone. Not feeling like he wanted anything from me. I did enjoy it alot. What do you mean I don't give you the time of day, we have talked for so long how can you say that. Not to mention half the time you are talking about some stipper chick or hottie dying to hook up with you or that you hooked up with. You can seal the deal with some adventurous twins on an all night binge and I can't go the movies and talk to some guy who seems to like me not just my body?
So curious I see. I met him at a book store. I don't know why we started talking, he asked me about a book I was reading, silly I know, but it did not seem to cheesy. The whole time I never felt like he was seeing me like a piece of meat. I am used to being ogled, but it just was not there. He is attractive, don't get me wrong, but he did not make my radar go up or anything. He is smart and has a trenchant wit. I love that word, and don't often have occasion to use it. I don't know the best part was he just made me feel comfortable and seemed to want to hear what I had to say.
Yes we talked about them and he knew because has seen them too. His sister had a similar experience when they were kids. He said she never got over it. Only she killed herself four years ago. He is still so hurt. It was a whole new thing to share that with someone that not only did not think I was not insane, but knew what this really was and could be in it too. It was amazing.
So what else can I say. I don't know if we will go out again. He called and left a message. He wants to go out to go out to dinner and catch some music after. Wow. I will call him tomorrow I told him I was gone until then. I just wanted to have some time to enjoy my evening before it turned one way or the other.
Miles I am sorry you are feeling down and I know coughs suck. Try a hot toddie. Honey, whiskey, lemon juice, a splash of water and heat on the stove. Lots of honey! Hope you feel better.
Flash you are too sweet. Thanks for the protective nod. And Dwarfstar again I thank you and all of you for your concern.
LT, I just went to a movie. We did stay up and talk all night. It was great to just be with someone. Not feeling like he wanted anything from me. I did enjoy it alot. What do you mean I don't give you the time of day, we have talked for so long how can you say that. Not to mention half the time you are talking about some stipper chick or hottie dying to hook up with you or that you hooked up with. You can seal the deal with some adventurous twins on an all night binge and I can't go the movies and talk to some guy who seems to like me not just my body?
So curious I see. I met him at a book store. I don't know why we started talking, he asked me about a book I was reading, silly I know, but it did not seem to cheesy. The whole time I never felt like he was seeing me like a piece of meat. I am used to being ogled, but it just was not there. He is attractive, don't get me wrong, but he did not make my radar go up or anything. He is smart and has a trenchant wit. I love that word, and don't often have occasion to use it. I don't know the best part was he just made me feel comfortable and seemed to want to hear what I had to say.
Yes we talked about them and he knew because has seen them too. His sister had a similar experience when they were kids. He said she never got over it. Only she killed herself four years ago. He is still so hurt. It was a whole new thing to share that with someone that not only did not think I was not insane, but knew what this really was and could be in it too. It was amazing.
So what else can I say. I don't know if we will go out again. He called and left a message. He wants to go out to go out to dinner and catch some music after. Wow. I will call him tomorrow I told him I was gone until then. I just wanted to have some time to enjoy my evening before it turned one way or the other.
Miles I am sorry you are feeling down and I know coughs suck. Try a hot toddie. Honey, whiskey, lemon juice, a splash of water and heat on the stove. Lots of honey! Hope you feel better.
